Being Me Now

"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be". Douglas Adams

Friday, June 16, 2006

It's Friday 216lbs


Hello all

It is Friday June 16th and the scale said 216lbs this morning. I've lost 18lbs since May 3rd.

I know in 6lbs I can start trying on 2004 clothing, that I bought when I first started gaining the weight when I was 200-208lbs in May 2004. At that point I thought there was no way I'd get bigger and I'd soon be back down to 178lbs as I was 188lbs in February 2004 and feeling frustrated with the extra 10lbs in February, by May I was upset I was over 200 lbs. Little did I know it was only the beginning and within 2 months of buying these clothes in May I would be 227lbs. Then by the fall over 230lbs in 2004. For some reason at that time I could not stop eating. I ate and ate and ate while telling myself off inside my head with every bite. For 2 years I've been doing this. Right now, I'm doing well and can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Now I'm on the way down - it is going to be good to revisit my wardrobe!

I am going to look for a work out bench to accompany my weights. I was going to buy a bike, but Chris won't wear a helmet when bicycling and that concerns me. I keep reading articles about adults who fall off the bike who then injure their brain and become a vegetable. Chris is stubbornly determined not to wear a bike helmet when cycling, and I just can't encourage that by asking him to bike with me. It gives me a knot in my stomach, and takes out all the "fun" from the idea of cycling. It's like watching someone not wear a seatbelt - no matter how good a driver you are - someone could hit you and that seatbelt (or bike helmet) can save your life!

Anyhow, today is a good day. It's going to be sunny with a high of 28. Warm walking weather over lunch. On Friday's I work 7:30 a.m. to 3:30pm. So I am up with the birds!

Have yourself a great Friday!

Namaste
B.

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