Tuesday August 22nd - Frustrated

Well it's Tuesday. I didn't post yesterday because I was upset with myself. The scales have gone UP to 197.5 to 198llbs (ouch)

This weekend I had the cottage party

On Saturday I ate

Raw Veggies, Yogurt and Fresh Fruit for dinner/breakfast
snaked on Raw Veggies and Fruit
Had Corn, Salad with low calorie dressing and Pork Tenderloin for dinner
Then the bad part - I ate a hotdogs at midnight :(

On Sunday I had
Yogurt and fresh fruit for lunch/breakfast
Chicken, Corn and Low Calorie Salad dressing on Salad for dinner

Then Monday I had
Cottage Cheese, Cheese Stick, Yogurt (200 calories in Total) for Breakfast
Same For lunch (Cottage cheese, Cheese Stick, Yogurt) for Lunch
Then I knew was going out for dinner - had Salad with a chicken breast on top, some goat cheese and roasted garlic
I also walked for 5km on Monday

Still the scales don't move - I actually saw 198lbs and 197.5lbs this morning - heart sinking
So I limited breakfast to cottage cheese and a cheese stick (160 calories)

Then I realized that I've done a "life style" change that may have affected my weight - I've actually gone off the birth control pill and my body is going insane!! I'm wondering if that is my problem? or have I plateaued?

The thing is, I'm getting closer to the wedding dress fitting (less than 2 weeks) and I had my hopes set on being 190lbs for that fitting - to be so close and not get there more then frustrates me - it's starting to consume my every thought - I so want to be "me" on my wedding day - look like me - have no regrets with the pictures - here I sit stuck and frustrated

I feel soo guilty for that hot dog you can't even imagine!

Namaste
B.