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I can't see to win the last couple of weeks

Back up to 197lbs this morning - what the Hell! In 10lbs I can wear most of my clothes again.

I have plans to wear a dress for my rehursal dinner that won't fit if I don't ge the 10lbs off

I don't have the money to buy clothes for these things - Every penny is going into the wedding - I don't have any money left over for my clothes. By the next pay cheque I have less than $100.00 in the bank as I've put it all to wedding funds and bills.

I'm frustrated, angry, pissed off with myself, with my body - why couldn't it just level out in 10lbs - if I was stuck at 187lbs I could live with that.

This sucks

B.